Anonymous: Why are you scared about Melbourne?

i dont know. i don’t think scared is the right word. more apprehensive maybe. more im scared me and josh are going to fight the whole time and come back and not want to be together. or something

i feel so lost lately. i don’t understand. all i’ve wanted for the past 6 months is for melbourne to come and now its nearly here and i’m scared. and i don’t understand anything that goes through my head these days.