had the most fucked up night last night.
fainting in the middle of a nightclub is so not cool and did not like that at all :(
i just love the fact that i have josh there now, he made me feel so much better even though i felt like ruined his night.
Its nice knowing theres someone there thats always going to take care of me
:)
The littlest things make happy, like good night texts and good-morning texts. I know everyone says that but if I don’t get them it can ruin my moor for the day. Or if I leave the conversation in a rush and there’s
No goodbye I get upset, it’s actually ridiculous how insane I am but meh I’m me.
How many times do I have to tell you that your words hurt me? telling me to fuck off, hurts. A lot.
It’s just becoming the biggest circle. You say it. I cry. I forgive you. Then you tell me fuck off when you get angry.
Well the circles just been broken because im not crying.
Someone said something to me over 2 weeks ago, and i finally said something you last night, and you ignored. yeah that made me feel like shit. Not that i havent been feeling like shit for past 2 week. Especially with all the shit thats gone down since.
I just wanted you to say ‘no never’ but you didnt say that, so it makes me think i obviously am
i just want josh here to give me a big hug and a kiss
Waking up in bed with your boyfriend pulling you in to his arms and kissing your neck is by far the best feeling I’ve had in a while.
i have to stop putting faith in people that don’t give a shit about me.
a lot but im not telling you any of them
only special people know that one anon.
im so excited about going to moore river, get away from everyone i dont like. and be with everyone that makes my life easy.
Hopefully it’ll be goooood
:)
i like you so much, id let you play cod while i give you head.
why do i see that shit. it just ruin my day.
fuck
how ever long i want to wait. what a strange question.
i hate anxiety attacks. had one for the first time today in long time.
don’t like not breathing.
i want to get away from perth. im so bored with this place. I want to get away with joshy, or if he doesn’t want to come, someone who doesn’t cause drama take me away.
